The Understory: Love, Culture, Fiction

The Understory: Love, Culture, Fiction

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On My Mother's Death, Love, and Mourning What Never Was

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E A Carter
Mar 16, 2026
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My mother with me in November 1971

I was just shutting down my laptop to join my partner for dinner when the WhatsApp call came through.

My father never usually called me outside of our regular weekly calls. I hoped he was okay. I picked up that call.

“Hey, are you free to talk?”

“Of course, Dad. Is everything alright?”

“I just wanted to let you know that y…

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